solid rock

Jared and I went to church last night. It was the first time in a long time that I'd been and, more importantly, the first time in a long time that I'd felt right about being there. In that I mean that I feel like I found a church where I feel comfortable and where I believe need to be. To be honest, I haven't felt so "at home" in a church (and so immediately) since Holy Trinity Brompton in London.

More on all of this later but for now I will say that I think this is going to be good. I have a good feeling. I need this.

I need this to help me return to being a lily of the field and to help me stop toiling and spinning because to be honest, I'm getting dizzy.